01/02/2022
- Trust ya gut -
I've been listening to a Juice Wrld freestyle all morning. I watched the documentary about him last night and I'm still hooked. For me it was like a prophecy. His music chose me from the beginning to express his incredible gift of emotions in such strong words, to transfer others into the same emotional state and thus enable people to find themselves through his music. Even though he carried a lot of demons inside and I knew deep down that he wouldn't grow old, individual he will have the strength to give courage and hope to people who are going through things like him. I watch the documentary and I think it might be me filming Tyler right now.
It's not about money or fame or lifestyle at all.
I'm interested in the story that can be told as a result. The story of a young artist who has an incredible talent and his way from backpacker to the first gigs and later sold out concerts. Just thinking about the documentary gives me so much energy and drive. I decide to give my feelings more space now. What I mean by this is that when I sense strong new feelings or emotions, I want to give them a chance to prevent themselves so that I can better grasp and understand them.
I want to see where they take me.
Maybe I'll be able to trust my gut feeling more, my intuition, and not just my analytical mind, which doesn't always make the best decisions either. Of course, I don't want to completely overlook my rational mind, just put it aside, because I think I've forgotten how to trust my gut feeling. Everything was always just stubborn in my head. However, it is important that both have the ability and are not only determined by an inner power, but rather have an inner discussion, two perspectives, so to speak. If these agree, correspondingly better, then I have double certainty. If not, an internal discussion of reason and feelings just broadens my perspective in all directions and shows me new paths.
