12/16/2021
- Emotions -
I felt many different emotions inside me today. Anger - because the fucking internet sucks over here and I couldn't listen to podcasts while working. Totally stupid and irrelevant, I know, but I noticed it anyway. Then there was this incredible drive when I was working out that just kept pushing me further and further.
At one point, fear was the dominant emotion.
Fear and uncertainty about the future. How will things go with us? Will we achieve the professional goals we have set ourselves or will we become poor artists who just barely keep their heads above water? The only thing that helps against such fears about the future is trust. Trust in me and my abilities and above all in the fact that everything will turn out exactly as it should.
