12/19/2021
- Responsibility -
47°C. Brain-Error. Even though the day was super exhausting due to the extreme heat and I only had 4.5 hours of sleep the night before, I still managed to be productive. It gives me a good feeling knowing that I've stood my ground and not just throwing all the plans for the day upside down again.
I'm taking on more and more responsibility for myself and my life.
Responsibility, this word has always somehow triggered negative feelings in me. I always want to remain the young crazy guy who goes through life carefree, just does what he wants. Just don't take any responsibility. But I'm starting to realize that, as with so many things, balance is key. I can't steer my life in the direction I want it to go without taking more responsibility for myself. On the other hand, I also have to find myself again, to this carefree, crazy, dreamy way.